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What is happening to my left leg? Argh, muscle cramps for the past three weeks and now I had sprained my foot. Not just that, I had bought an EMPTY box of ankle support in Watson. What is happening to my brain? Where is my IQ?
Well, today is LiChun, so I have decided to make the eggs "stand". Last year, I failed but this year, surprisingly I succeed! Yoohoo, almost forget my sprained foot and yup, I accidentally "touch" it and OUCH! I am still learning to keep myself calm and hope for the best! Sukhi Hontu...
Hmm
I have made this final decision last week. I don't know I have the gut to carry on or not, yet I know I have to do it. It feels unreal to exist such relationship. But it made me grow, I was a young and ignorant girl but this incident really made me mature. Reality slaps my face to tell me to stop dreaming. I hope for the best. To both of US. Praying hard so that what I have planned can carry out smoothly.
Let myself free
Yesterday was great. I was given the opportunity to join the reunion of the Teenager Camp Nalanda. Well, I used to be one of the facilitators but due to some reasons I rejected the offer. I am glad they give me this chance to join back. We had a lot of fun with the youths and I even join the activities too. I don't know the name of one of my favourite activities so I will just explain how to play it.
First, we stood in a small circle and everyone was facing with each other. Then, we were told to hold the hands of the people in the opposite. After that, we had to untie ourselves and never let go the hands. I was holding a teenager's hand at first, but due to some reasons ( yes, another reasons) I had to exchange the hand with another girl. The girl is from Nalanda Centre in Serdang and she was holding the guy which is also from Serdang hand. Which meant that we four have to exchange our partners' hands. This is the first time I was being hold by a super huge + warm palm. I hope that PIG guy have this big palms though.
Main point why I like this activity is because I learn that we can easily grab anything we like but we are difficult to let it go. Just like we can easily grab the hand in front of us but we are difficult to untie ourselves by holding the hands. Life is like that right? We know we are suffering but still can't let it go.
Hello 2018 Part II
Okay, I am not feeling well, from physical until mental. First, my brain. It is overthinking and now I can smell the smoke coming from my head. Second, it's my stomach. I seem have gastric. I feel like vomiting the food that I ate. I also want to vomit when I see food. I have an Advance Chinese Year Celebration but due to my condition, I told my friends I was not able to attend. Well, my health is deteriorating from day to day. I don't know why. May be my emotion can affect my health? No appetite at all so I just ate a biscuit as my dinner. Oh man, what is going to happen to me? Arghhh
Hello 2018
I can't believe time flies and I am 21 years old. What have I done to my pass 20 years? Nothing. Yes, the word 'miserable' is way too suitable to describe my life now. I don't know what I want or what should I do. Try to meditate, well, it works, but just for temporary. I still haven't solved my problems. Sometimes, I thought I am a strong and upright person, but I have misjudged myself. I become timid when I try to face my relationship. As my crush have an EX that he could't forget, I was dead worried that he might go back to her side. Though he told me he already moved on, but I know that was just temporary. I faced this problem before, last time, I thought I can 100% forget 10 years and try to my true love. But turn out that I keep on finding 10 years' shadow! Luckily, my bestie tried to motivate and convince me that 10 years isn't the old 10 years I knew. After that, I can totally 1000% let go 10 years. Until I met this pig guy, yes, he is a PIG! A stupid pig, I want to reach him but he is pushing me away. Arrgh! I try to keep calm and less contact with him. Unfortunately, my heart is unstoppable and in the end, I am a heart broken girl. Serve you right, heart. You are making your owner become a miserable and emotional girl again. I try hard to forget, but then that PIG GUY appears in my dream! Not once not twice but countless. This drives me crazy. Well, I can't control my dream right? Haiz...So PIG GUY, if you are playing with me, I will totally disappear in your life (of course I know you don't give a shit to this) but if you want me to wait, I WILL WAIT!
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Unlucky & Lucky Day
What is happening to my left leg? Argh, muscle cramps for the past three weeks and now I had sprained my foot. Not just that, I had bought an EMPTY box of ankle support in Watson. What is happening to my brain? Where is my IQ?
Well, today is LiChun, so I have decided to make the eggs "stand". Last year, I failed but this year, surprisingly I succeed! Yoohoo, almost forget my sprained foot and yup, I accidentally "touch" it and OUCH! I am still learning to keep myself calm and hope for the best! Sukhi Hontu...
Hmm
I have made this final decision last week. I don't know I have the gut to carry on or not, yet I know I have to do it. It feels unreal to exist such relationship. But it made me grow, I was a young and ignorant girl but this incident really made me mature. Reality slaps my face to tell me to stop dreaming. I hope for the best. To both of US. Praying hard so that what I have planned can carry out smoothly.
Let myself freeYesterday was great. I was given the opportunity to join the reunion of the Teenager Camp Nalanda. Well, I used to be one of the facilitators but due to some reasons I rejected the offer. I am glad they give me this chance to join back. We had a lot of fun with the youths and I even join the activities too. I don't know the name of one of my favourite activities so I will just explain how to play it.
First, we stood in a small circle and everyone was facing with each other. Then, we were told to hold the hands of the people in the opposite. After that, we had to untie ourselves and never let go the hands. I was holding a teenager's hand at first, but due to some reasons ( yes, another reasons) I had to exchange the hand with another girl. The girl is from Nalanda Centre in Serdang and she was holding the guy which is also from Serdang hand. Which meant that we four have to exchange our partners' hands. This is the first time I was being hold by a super huge + warm palm. I hope that PIG guy have this big palms though.
Main point why I like this activity is because I learn that we can easily grab anything we like but we are difficult to let it go. Just like we can easily grab the hand in front of us but we are difficult to untie ourselves by holding the hands. Life is like that right? We know we are suffering but still can't let it go.
Hello 2018 Part II
Okay, I am not feeling well, from physical until mental. First, my brain. It is overthinking and now I can smell the smoke coming from my head. Second, it's my stomach. I seem have gastric. I feel like vomiting the food that I ate. I also want to vomit when I see food. I have an Advance Chinese Year Celebration but due to my condition, I told my friends I was not able to attend. Well, my health is deteriorating from day to day. I don't know why. May be my emotion can affect my health? No appetite at all so I just ate a biscuit as my dinner. Oh man, what is going to happen to me? Arghhh
Hello 2018
I can't believe time flies and I am 21 years old. What have I done to my pass 20 years? Nothing. Yes, the word 'miserable' is way too suitable to describe my life now. I don't know what I want or what should I do. Try to meditate, well, it works, but just for temporary. I still haven't solved my problems. Sometimes, I thought I am a strong and upright person, but I have misjudged myself. I become timid when I try to face my relationship. As my crush have an EX that he could't forget, I was dead worried that he might go back to her side. Though he told me he already moved on, but I know that was just temporary. I faced this problem before, last time, I thought I can 100% forget 10 years and try to my true love. But turn out that I keep on finding 10 years' shadow! Luckily, my bestie tried to motivate and convince me that 10 years isn't the old 10 years I knew. After that, I can totally 1000% let go 10 years. Until I met this pig guy, yes, he is a PIG! A stupid pig, I want to reach him but he is pushing me away. Arrgh! I try to keep calm and less contact with him. Unfortunately, my heart is unstoppable and in the end, I am a heart broken girl. Serve you right, heart. You are making your owner become a miserable and emotional girl again. I try hard to forget, but then that PIG GUY appears in my dream! Not once not twice but countless. This drives me crazy. Well, I can't control my dream right? Haiz...So PIG GUY, if you are playing with me, I will totally disappear in your life (of course I know you don't give a shit to this) but if you want me to wait, I WILL WAIT!
Stressful Life
Okay, so I had completed one of the assignments and received a news that my lecturer create a new template for us. That's mean I need to reedit my assignment. Good job lecturer, you think that we only have your assignment to be completed isn't it? Selfless lecturer
Tuesday Blue I like to be alone sometimes so that I can enjoy the tranquility around me. Just want to run away from the hustle and bustle life in the campus and blend into the life in the outskirts area. Enjoy the sound of the wind and blank my mind. Well, this is all I want for this moment.
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